Everything Made Sense with Energy Healing

“Hi, my name is Emma, I’m 34 and terrified of the dark.”

Back story:

My intuition has always been strong. I haven’t always listened to it because as a society we aren’t taught to follow our intuition or trust in ourselves. Looking back, as a child, I remember feeling things and energies like loved ones who had passed were always really nearby, I would think of someone and they would call, I would think of something and someone would say the exact words, I could sense illness in others and the list goes on…

But because, I was so sensitive and unlike anyone else around me, I shut down and I shut off my gifts by resorting to numbing and coping mechanisms.

Once I finally felt so taken over by my auto immune and underlying emotions (living constantly in anger), I knew it was time to do something different, which led me on the journey to healing my auto immune and ultimately, opening up my gifts.

At this point in my chronic illness healing journey, I had already been working pretty closely with healing foods as medicine, so this session was the beginning of my intuition and gifts fully coming online.

Days prior to this appointment my fear was coming into my awareness more frequently, I figured there was a reason I needed to bring it up even though it was so off topic.

Jan 5, 2021:

So, when I sat down in Jen’s chair, I spilled the beans right then and there and embarrassingly said… “I am 34 years old and terrified of the dark.”

Energy healing was the missing link. I spent most of my life feeling so gray and numb and eventually really sick…when it was as simple as needing to feel all the things. My energy field was so dense with trauma, trapped emotions and fears. All my body wanted was to be cleared and opened as a connection to source.

So, as I lay down on the table and began relaxing, we started connecting with this energy of fear of the dark. I went back into my childhood home, almost as if no time in past (because we work in the quantum; time isn’t real anyways) and allowed the emotions and energies to come forward of this fear.

I knew I was in a safe space, so I allowed myself to fully relax into the fear and asked it to come forward. With the assistance of my spirit guides, grandmother in spirit and the specific spirit that desired to connect with me, I began receiving images and messages through different Clair’s (Clair’s are psychic senses, we all have them) in my body. I was feeling, knowing, and seeing.

It was so profound.

This spirit was someone I’d known but never met because he passed almost a decade before I was born. He had been trying to connect with me since childhood and he had a message for me around confirming my fears, and that it was safe to be sensitive to them.

Often times the things that scare us the most are our most powerful pathways.

As we finished up the session, I remember being completely flabbergasted. I’ve always looked up to, been intrigued by and seen psychic mediums, but I always thought that couldn’t be me! I don’t have that ability! Why would I be able to do that?

As I began connecting the puzzle pieces of my life, everything started to make sense, I could sense energies in a room, I could sense emotions in others, I could connect with passed loved ones. I just had so many inner knowings about things/people that wasn’t possible (in a 3D sense.)

My fear of the dark was simply energies and spirits desiring to connect with me to assist them in their own healing or to send messages to loved ones.

As I sat in the car, completely blown away by what I had just experienced, and honestly really excited, I had the most profound moment…

You know that moment that everyone always strives for in life the big a-ha, the “l’ve made it”, the “This is my calling.”

Finally, I had mine. For the first time ever, I felt like I could breathe. Everything made sense.

I’d been searching so long, feeling like a jack of all trades, and a master of none. Shoulding all over the place because I felt so lost in life.

We all hold these profound gifts. It’s just peeling the layers back on the onion to allow them to activate.

Energy healing made my life make sense. It made the unknown logical and was the catalyst in accessing deeper parts of myself. Everything made sense with energy healing. Now, what I once thought was my greatest weakness is my greatest strength.

Maybe, and it’s the key to your greatest potential in healing.

Like puzzle pieces fitting together, I can now see how my experiences are like building blocks creating a stronger foundation. I have added many tools to my toolkit leading up to the loss of Magnolia that has prepared me to walk through this. If this has taught me anything, it is that we cannot do this journey alone. I am here to guide and support mothers of loss by leading them back to their body, their intuition, their connection with spirit, and bringing loving light to their hearts in the most difficult times.