10:10

10 months without my beautiful girl born perfect and still.

10 months since her little heart stopped beating in my womb.

I never thought I’d be here…

I thought the way I felt the first months after her death would be all consuming forever…

And the truth is…her absence is still all consuming, I feel it constantly, but I’m not stuck in the gut wrenching-don’t want to live-pain anymore.

I thought I would only write and share about my grief and missing her forever… that that was going to be my new purpose.

And while those are and always will be 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴 of me…my grief is shifting…

Morphing from pain (it still hurts, it always will) to purpose.

I’m in a new phase of learning how to bridge two of my worlds together…

Psychic mediumship and healing work + supporting those in loss.

The last few months have shown me so much evidence of the work I’ve been doing over the last 5 years.

The rewiring of beliefs…

Trusting in the impossible…

Surrendering to something greater…

My faith has been tested and if anything, it is stronger than ever before.

As I honor desires on my heart to do this work and live in the realm of constant possibility, I trust that it’s only natural for the Universe to provide.

I still take everything day to day as I am like a toddler learning to walk but with each step I trust a little bit more, have a bigger capacity to love and am changed in all of the best ways…

because of you.

🌸🤍💞✨